This is an experimental hip-hop song from my side project: Lectrix. The album drops in Fall. I made this for someone special.
Something for a special someone in my life, read lyrics :)
I used to feel like my life was so stretched thin,
felt like I was at dead ends, and I don't pretend.
I face life like it is, in reality,
no matter how bad that it may seem to be,
I'm glad I know a special person in my life,
who inspired me to write like I feel alive,
I was afraid to say some things, but I gotta step up,
cause you never know how much words could mean to someone.
You sell yourself short, but to me you are tall,
I look up to you cause you've been through it all,
you're strong and intelligent, don't care about elegant,
won't forget the day you thanked me for being different.
I care about you more than you can imagine,
was scared when months went by, cause you were quiet then.
Now I realize I need to tell you how much I love you,
cause now I follow my heart, cause that's what I do.
I couldn't imagine a life without your face,
in my heart no one can take your place,
you're always in my memories, playin' in my head,
on repeat, oh you mean so much to me I said
I couldn't imagine (couldn't imagine) x2
I know i'm not a zero, i may not be a ten,
but at least some people support me like Mr. Widman
Some people like to smoke hash and flash cash,
but I know my daily regimen, it's not just the benjamins,
Open up, change, piggy bank theory,
took some time, to open my mind and see.
What's really goin' on inside you, inside me.
know nothin' was ever about sex or greed.
If you ever need to talk, I'm here to listen,
you've been around too much drama and dissin'.
and for a while we've been quite distant,
and I always wondered where you went.
To me you're not property, I respect you properly,
you have a beautiful soul, and so much unseen,
know what I mean? I love you for who you are,
I think about you when I look at at the stars.