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Age / Gender: 25, Male
Location: Louisville, KY
Joined: 9/21/06

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Profile picture by @SplendidDevil and me. Just some guy who loves making music, drawing, writing, helping people, and is pretty much a mega nerd. Organizer for the Art-Inspired Music Contest, and the new organizer for NGADM.

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I'm usually not one to vent about my personal life most of the time anymore, but....I need help.  I don't know what to do anymore.  I'm just like, fuck it, you know?  While my online life might seem glamourous, my real life isn't all that it's cracked up to be.  How?  Well....

Fuck Louisville, Kentucky, USA (and customer service)

As some of you know, I constantly struggle financially, and if it wasn't for my parents, I'd be in deep shit.  I'm 25, and I still am having a hard time finding jobs I can actually do.  I've messed up so many jobs, and I'm just sick of putting up with the bullshit kissing people's asses who are nothing but vile to me, attack me, and try to get me fired even if I did nothing wrong.  Yes, I work in customer service, the living hell.

The problem with Louisville, Kentucky, the place I've hated as well as most people here, is that I apply to jobs, they never give me enough hours, and the supervisors/managers are NEVER good, never decent.  ALWAYS treat their employees like shit from my experience.  That, and I keep messing up everything, always me getting bitched at like I'm dumb.  I've experienced this for many years, and today I finally had a mental breakdown.

Yes, I am miserable.  I am finally happy with myself as a person, but living in this city has only dragged me down, there are selfish, rude, entitled, stuck-up, angry, reckless driving, assholes here.  I want to get the hell out.  But I can't, because I'm trapped here because no one will give me enough hours, and I'm forced to work jobs I'm not good at and hate.

I can't take it man....it's tearing me apart mentally, dealing with these people.  I'm sick of being around negative people, it's bullshit.  I want a positive life, and being here is preventing me from doing that.  I don't know what to do anymore, where I fit in, what to do.  I've had this problem off and on, but today takes the cake.  Worst day I've had in a long time....

Most of you won't read all of this, I'm just like whatever anymore, but this is how I feel.  I need help.  I'm stuck, at a dead end.  I'm glad my music business is doing well though, it definitely does help, thank you guys.  I just want to quit this job at the grocery store fuel station but I have nowhere else to go.  I hate the people here, and my friends got married and left me behind. Some friends, right?  They hang with other people now.  Fuck them for that, honestly.

I am very much a heart person, lately I've been taking better care of myself, and I'm tired of putting up with bullshit I don't have to.  I can't stand these people anymore, I don't want to be around these miserable childish immature assholes who don't know how to be managers and be decent, drive on the road, and treat people in general.  I've had it.  They've made me nothing but miserable.  I want a positive life, not this bullshit I deal with on a daily basis.

It's a toxic environment, it's hurting me emotionally, and physically.  Mentally in general.  I screamed and cussed and broke down crying, and I'm not afraid to admit it.  I want friends to hang out with, I've lived alone for 4 years, my job IS my people interaction, rarely seeing anyone else.  Last night I had a dream of talking with people about anime at some guy's house who was also a musician....that's the kind of life I want.  Not this bullshit. 

I've thought about doing stand-up comedy, but I have stage fright.  I don't know what to do at this point.  I just want a job with a decent manager, that pays well, and gets me enough hours.  I want a life.  With that said....I'm broken down right now.  I'm happy with myself, but miserable with this life.  It's unhealthy.  I want to be healthy.

So....if anyone has any ideas on something else I can do, or how I can get the hell out of Louisville, KY, please....let me know....thanks....


AUDIO SUBMISSIONS
Walden Town Theme
Chipstep Loop
Class Trial (Maximum Tension - B-Mix)
Techno Loop
Ominous
Cinematic Song
Piercing Lazer - Arise From the Beast (Instrumental- m0lecular)
Heavy Metal Song
Who You Are
Discussion Podcast
Piercing Lazer - The Jar (Instrumental)
General Rock Song
Piercing Lazer - The Other Side
General Rock Song
Piercing Lazer - Waver (W.I.P.)
Heavy Metal Song
Breathe (vocals)
Trance Song
Angels Discussing Humanity
Drama Voice
Breathe (Instrumental)
Trance Song
Talking Real - Contest, Zelda, Switch (S2E8)
Discussion Podcast
Talking Real - Alien: Covenant (S2E7)
Discussion Podcast
Blandrew's Theme
House Song
Kid Project - Showtime (instrumental beat)
Hip Hop - Modern Song
Talking Real - The Poop Hat & 7 Days to Die (S2E6)
Discussion Podcast
Old Man Joker
Drama Voice
Talking Real - Resident Evil 7 & 8 Theories (S2E5)
Discussion Podcast
WTF Target? (Explicit)
Storytelling Podcast
Talking Real - Geometry Dash Situation (S2E4)
Discussion Podcast
The Greatest Love (2015)
Dance Song
Talking Real - Makin' Games + Post-Pixel Day (S2E3)
Discussion Podcast
Talking Real - NGADM+Pixel Day+Break (S2E2)
Discussion Podcast
Talking Real - 2017 Forecast (S2E1)
Discussion Podcast
Beating Depression #3: Expectations/Self-Abuse
Discussion Podcast
Piercing Lazer - Galaxy (Instrumental)
Heavy Metal Song
Talking Real - Life and Audio Drama (S1E8)
Discussion Podcast
Scrotum Tickler
Indie Song
Life in Slow Motion Ep. 1 Intro
Hip Hop - Modern Song
G.A.T.E. (The End to End All)
Heavy Metal Song
Pico's School - Boss Fight
Drum N Bass Song
Pico's School - Talkin' Smack
Drum N Bass Song
Pico's School - It's Go Time
Drum N Bass Song
Pico's School - Step 1
Drum N Bass Song
Beating Depression #2 - Finding Comfort/Running Away
Discussion Podcast
The Gift of Friendship
Classical Song
PL- Deadbeat (Instrumental)
General Rock Song
PL - The Secret (Instrumental)
General Rock Song
Plot Twister - Ep. 1: The Breakfast Club
Discussion Podcast
Hollow Eve (Instrumental)
Heavy Metal Song
Hollow Eve
Heavy Metal Song
Talking Real - New Project (S1E7)
Discussion Podcast
K.P. - Under Construction (W.I.P.)
Hip Hop - Modern Song
Obliterate (Instrumental)
Techno Song
Forbidden
Dance Song
Obliterate (10th Anniversary Single)
Techno Song
Inside a Thief (Fischer OST - T8)
Ambient Song
Without Limits (Fischer OST - T5)
Ambient Song
The Lone Soul (Fischer OST - T2)
Ambient Song
I Am (Fischer OST - T1)
Experimental Song
Simple Sight (Part 2 Instrumental)
General Rock Song
Violence is Golden
Techno Song
Naked Truth (Fisheye Placebo OST)
Experimental Song
Past, Present, Beyond (Intro)
Synthwave Song
PL - Stronger Than You (Instrumental Steven Universe Cover)
General Rock Song
Talking Real - Recovery (S1E6)
Discussion Podcast
Talking Real - Questions (S1E5)
Discussion Podcast
Hurricane (feat. MindChamber)
Drum N Bass Song
Hope's Horizon
Cinematic Song
Song Cover Previews
General Rock Song
RF & Pennyworth - Over
New Wave Song
PL - Nothing to Sell (Instrumental)
General Rock Song
Forbidden - Clip
Dance Song
Talking Real - A.I.M. Contest (S1E4)
Discussion Podcast
Talking Real - Controversial (S1E3)
Discussion Podcast
The Other Side EP Sampler
General Rock Song
Talking Real - Pico Day (S1E2)
Discussion Podcast
Talking Real - Street Girls (S1E1)
Discussion Podcast
PL - Artificial (Short Edit)
Heavy Metal Song
The Second Flight
Drum N Bass Song
Enter the Shadows
Heavy Metal Song
Windstorm (CMR's Theme)
Heavy Metal Song
Neon Highway (Read Description)
House Song
PL-Metadrones (WIP)
General Rock Song
Catalyst (2015)
Trance Song
Battle Theme (The Thing)
Video Game Song
Final Boss (The Thing)
Video Game Song
Inside the Ship (The Thing)
Video Game Song
Tense Situation (The Thing)
Video Game Song
Norwegian Base (The Thing)
Video Game Song
Outpost 31 (The Thing)
Video Game Song
The Thing Theme (8-bit cover)
Video Game Song
PL - RFTD '16 (instrumental)
General Rock Song
Summer in the Yard (Remix)
Fusion Song
Discovery (inspired by Kansas)
Classic Rock Song
PL - The Other Side (clip)
General Rock Song
Misery City
R&B Song
PL - The Secret (teaser)
General Rock Song
Amplified (SJ Halloween)
House Song
Ballad of the Goddess (cover)
General Rock Song
Elfire (Remix)
Techno Song
Tetris Theme (Dubstep)
Dubstep Song
Mix Test
Heavy Metal Song
Raining Dicks
General Rock Song
The Sam Jam
Dubstep Song
Writhe (WIP)
Heavy Metal Song
Strike Force
Miscellaneous Song
Piercing Lazer 2007 Remake DEMO
General Rock Song
Cataclysm - RF
Dubstep Song
Legacy (Instrumental)
Dubstep Song
Capacity (Instrumental)
Heavy Metal Song
Capacity (feat. J-Dawg)
Heavy Metal Song
Factioncast FINAL Episode
Discussion Podcast
You're Not Perfect
General Rock Song
Into the Sun
General Rock Song
Factioncast - Episode 5
Discussion Podcast
NIM Contest Theme
Drum N Bass Song
Speed Fever
Video Game Song
Special Message
Discussion Podcast
Factioncast Episode 4
Discussion Podcast
Empty Pride
Cinematic Song
Chaos Control (Heavy Edit)
Heavy Metal Song
Gourmet Race (Kirby Cover)
Video Game Loop
Archer Squad Theme
Video Game Song
Commercial Demo 2015
Voice Demo Voice
Character Demo 2015
Voice Demo Voice
Imagic (Fawful's Minion Theme)
Techno Song
Keen Kumiho (KH's Theme)
Classic Rock Song
Factioncast - Episode 3
Discussion Podcast
My Car Got Stolen
Hip Hop - Olskool Song
Mordich Audition (Folk Tale)
Voice Demo Voice
Don't Forsake Them
Solo Instrument Song
The Starving Man (beatbox)
Miscellaneous Song
Simple Sight Final V. Preview
Heavy Metal Song
You're Not Perfect (preview)
General Rock Song
Music Demo '15
Miscellaneous Song
Factioncast Episode 2
Discussion Podcast
From the Shadows
Cinematic Song
March '15 Voice Demo
Voice Demo Voice
Naive Masquerade
Jazz Song
Factioncast Episode 1
Discussion Podcast
Waver (WIP)
Heavy Metal Song
Monochrome Destiny
House Song
Bleed
Heavy Metal Song
Happy Ending
General Rock Song
JetixRestored Theme
General Rock Song
Athletic (SMW Cover)
Video Game Loop
Fight for Rights
Heavy Metal Song
Energize
Techno Song
MC&2015 (instrumental)
Jazz Song
Merry Christmas & 2015
Jazz Song
Holding High
Heavy Metal Song
Sugar 'N' Spice
Drum N Bass Song
The Dark Journey
Video Game Loop
Tundra Venture (2013)
Video Game Loop
Newborn (Slipknot Tribute)
Heavy Metal Song
Sides (Instrumental)
Nerdcore Song
Craft of the Gentle Hand
Heavy Metal Song
To Be a Ninja
Cinematic Song
C.D. Elevator Loop
Jazz Loop
F(l)ake (ext.)
Heavy Metal Song
Enter the Madness
Heavy Metal Song
All is Good in My World
Classic Rock Song
Family Inc. (Instrumental)
Heavy Metal Song
The Other Side Of Pain
Heavy Metal Song
Flawed By Nature (remix wip
Drum N Bass Song
Voice Demo June '14
Voice Demo Voice
Lectrix - Couldn't Imagine
Nerdcore Song
Black Feathers (demo)
General Rock Song
Endless Handbag (RF Cover)
General Rock Loop
It Happens (Version 1 Inst.)
Hip Hop - Modern Song
Hang on to Your Heart
Solo Instrument Song
Incendium
Cinematic Song
Blackened Sea (Instrumental)
Heavy Metal Song
Chill Out (hiphop beat)
Funk Song
Ethereal Transcendence
Ambient Song
Slashstar314's Theme
Video Game Song
Breaking the Sky
Punk Song
Solaris (Phase 2) (cover)
Video Game Song
Danger Zone
Drum N Bass Loop
WWYAMC (RF Cover)
Trance Song
Your Symphony
Classical Song
Your Symphony (instrumental)
Classical Song
A War Begins
Cinematic Loop
Clearing the Sky (Metal Mix)
Heavy Metal Song
Land of Magic
Classical Loop
Space Case (VA clip)
Comedy Voice
The Glass Bubble
Solo Instrument Song
Surrounded (NEW version)
Heavy Metal Song
Arcs of the Spectrum
Classic Rock Song
Parasite Prison (instrumental)
Heavy Metal Song
Rain (Rock Mix)
General Rock Song
Dark City (feat. Zach H.)
Heavy Metal Song
Voice Demo August '13
Voice Demo Voice
The Journey Home -P- feat. RF
Classical Song
A Heart in the Stars
Solo Instrument Song
The Cry of Eden
Heavy Metal Song
Trickster's Ambition
Heavy Metal Song
Song of Slumber
Classical Loop
Dr. Mario Theme (RF Remix)
Heavy Metal Loop
Apocalyptic Ducks
Drum N Bass Loop
Demon at the Door
Heavy Metal Song
Urban Jungle (inst.)
Indie Song
Guise of Masquerade
Solo Instrument Song
Pinnacle of Flame (Ext.)
Heavy Metal Song
Turn of the Century
Heavy Metal Song
Dark City (Chapter 1)
Heavy Metal Song
Radio Noise
Comedy Voice
Dash VA Demo
Drama Voice
Ragdoll's Lament
Heavy Metal Song
Blood 'n' Blades
Chipstep Song
Retro Specs (RF Edit)
Techno Song
Retro Specs
House Song
Eyes of Purgatory
Experimental Song
Afterburn (RIP Chi Cheng)
General Rock Song
The Burning Ladder
Heavy Metal Song
The Lone Soul
Ambient Loop
Warm Smile
Classical Song
Space Jungle
Techno Song
Kermit Gangster Rap
Comedy Voice
Piercing Lazer- RFTD 2007
General Rock Song
Intense Encounter
Heavy Metal Loop
Hero's Call
Techno Song
Die Trying
Heavy Metal Song
To the Ropes!
Classical Loop
Smokin Bass (WIP?)
Jazz Loop
Sunny Forest
Classical Loop
Release (Instrumental)
General Rock Song
Chapter 4: Horizon
Miscellaneous Song
Rf Vs. As-i.s.m.d.u.t.c.
Miscellaneous Song
Cocoon (headphone test)
General Rock Song
Eradication
Heavy Metal Song
R3 (Prototype Mix)
Techno Song
Clearing the Sky 2013 RMX
Dance Song
Winter Venture
Miscellaneous Loop
Ride the World
Heavy Metal Song
Untitled RPG Theme
Heavy Metal Song
C.C. Menu Music 8-bit RMX
Video Game Loop
The Arbiter's Betrayal
Classical Song
-RF- Suppressor
Heavy Metal Song
Sedatephobia (NG Cut)
Techno Song
The Undead Reunite
Heavy Metal Song
R.R. Theme Cover (inst.)
Heavy Metal Song
RPG Demo Reel
Video Game Song
Horror/Metal Demo Reel
Video Game Song
Silent Screams V2
Heavy Metal Song
Day of Dreams
Classical Song
Cananada
House Song
Brad's Journey
General Rock Loop
A Forgotton Past
Classical Song
Tom's Crazy Day (Full)
Video Game Loop
Tom's Crazy Day
Video Game Loop
Vertigo (Instrumental)
Dubstep Song
Inside the Robot
General Rock Loop
R.R.R. Boss Fight
Heavy Metal Loop
Ungangster Life
Hip Hop - Olskool Song
H.F.B. (instrumental)
Heavy Metal Song
Happy Freakin' Birthday!
Heavy Metal Song
Polaris (instrumental)
Trance Song
In Your Heart
Techno Song
Homeland
Classical Loop
Pinnacle Of Flame
Heavy Metal Song
A Precious Visit
Miscellaneous Song
Life of the Undead
Comedy Voice
Serenity B.T. (Preview)
Classical Loop
*RF* - Falling Angels
Dance Song
Tears of Oblivion
Classical Song
Ch. 8: Walls instrumental
General Rock Song
My Own Summer Remix Clip
Dubstep Song
California (Cover WIP)
House Song
When Sirens Sleep (MAC)
Heavy Metal Song
Dash Across the Robots!
Heavy Metal Loop
Ch.1: The Marionette demo
Heavy Metal Song
When Ashes Fade (Inst.)
General Rock Song
Jimmy's Lame (inst.)
Classic Rock Song
Miner Ballad (Minecraft)
Country Song
The Journey (Demo inst)
Classic Rock Song
LOLSketch Credits
Techno Song
Random WIP Random Lyrics
Drum N Bass Song
Look Out Fellas
Classic Rock Song
Direct the Wreck Preview
General Rock Song
What a Rockin' Day!
General Rock Loop
K.O.C. Muse cover preview
General Rock Song
People=S*** cover snippet
Heavy Metal Song
Angel (instrumental)
General Rock Song
-RF- Silent Screams
Heavy Metal Song
Robot Nation
Industrial Song
Uncontainment
Video Game Song
The Duplex Nexus
General Rock Song
BackTrak
House Song
Recovery (instrumental)
General Rock Song
Simple Sight (2012 Metal Mix)
Heavy Metal Song
Insomnia (part 2)
Heavy Metal Song
Flashbacks (instrumental)
Hip Hop - Olskool Song
News Report :)
Voice Demo Song
Insomnia (vocals)
Heavy Metal Song
Insomnia (instrumental)
Heavy Metal Song
Simple Sight Official 2011 RMX
House Song
A Troublesome Night (8-bit)
Video Game Loop
A Troublesome Night (game Jam)
Classical Loop
LOZ Theme Hard Remix
Techno Loop
Zelda OOT Harpsichord Medley
Video Game Song
Thoughtful Scars
Heavy Metal Song
Once Upon a Wish instrumental
Techno Song
Trixsta-AntiMax
Hip Hop - Modern Song
Song WIP (RF)
Trance Loop
Whisper Jungle
Techno Loop
Death of Necromancer
Heavy Metal Song
RF&DI-H@x0rz
Dubstep Song
RF+DI-Untitled WIP
Dubstep Song
Translucent Echoes
Classical Loop
Bloodline Express
Techno Song
Firedust
Heavy Metal Song
Circus Killer Panic (Part 2)
Drum N Bass Loop
Circus Killer Panic
Drum N Bass Song
Meaning of Mind (instrumental)
House Song
Shadows in Hiding
Miscellaneous Loop
In Harmony (instrumental)
Techno Song
M!ndL0ck
House Song
Tricky's Wrath
Drum N Bass Song
H.M.2 McDawnuldz Rap
Funk Song
Just Dance (RealFaction Remix)
Dance Song
My Own League (instrumental)
Hip Hop - Modern Song
True Face (instrumental)
Techno Song
Terrible Play Director
Voice Demo Song
Terrible Radio DJ
Voice Demo Song
JKG-Dancing in the Rain
Miscellaneous Song
(sic) (rf Remix)
Heavy Metal Song
Metal song 2 (WIP)
Heavy Metal Song
Strolling Through
Miscellaneous Loop
Clearing the Sky 2009 Remix
Techno Loop
Subliminal (Inst. Preview)
House Loop
Eleanor Rigby (RF Remix)
New Wave Song
Metal WIP song
Heavy Metal Song
-RF- Left Behind
Classical Loop
Echoes Inside
Miscellaneous Loop
Heat of Battle (RF)
Classical Loop
Catastrophe (preview)
Video Game Loop
A Dark Void (preview)
Ambient Song
RF-The Glass Wall (inst/r
Trance Loop
RF WIP (preview 2)
House Loop
The Missing Piece (P.E 2009)
Dance Song
RF Voice Acting 1
Voice Demo Song
Reality Check (Intro)
Drum N Bass Song
JG-Heads or Tails
Indie Song
UntitledSONGidk (WIP)
House Song
E.L. (read Description)
Techno Song
Exoticland (read description)
Techno Loop
Winter Gale (instrumental)
Miscellaneous Song
JG-Somewhere Out There
Miscellaneous Song
Simple Sight 2010 instrumental
Heavy Metal Song
(W)Dragon Fist(W)
Heavy Metal Loop
Pacman Dubstep Trackk (WIP)
Dubstep Song
Hardcore 8-Bit (WIP)
Techno Song
-RF & FOD- Speed Zone
Dance Loop
Goodbye Zepp
Drum N Bass Song
Simple Sight 2010 RMX (vocals)
Heavy Metal Song
One Step Flash (Preview)
Techno Song
Dark Oasis - Suffocate
Heavy Metal Song
Dark Oasis - All Things Change
General Rock Song
Dark Oasis - Torment Inside
General Rock Song
Tears of the Innocent
Ambient Loop
In Those Dark Shadows Collab
Miscellaneous Song
Flight in the Clouds
Dance Song
Dark Oasis - Did I Go Wro
General Rock Song
DarkOasis - Never Be The
General Rock Song
Dark Oasis - What You Wan
General Rock Song
Dark Oasis - So Wrong
Ambient Song
Dark Oasis - Never Forgot
General Rock Song
Dark Oasis - You Are Noth
Heavy Metal Song
Dark Oasis - Everything W
General Rock Song
Dark Oasis - Never Be The
General Rock Song
Dark Oasis - I Can't Take
General Rock Song
Hank's Return
Techno Song
Dark Oasis - Run Out of T
General Rock Song
Dark Oasis - Dont Take It
General Rock Song
Dangerous Chase
Industrial Loop
Clearing the Sky
Dance Song
Chained Soul (inst.)
Industrial Song
Simple Sight (instrumental)
Heavy Metal Song
Surrounded (Tug 'O' War)
Heavy Metal Song
G.O.T.M. Loop
Dance Loop
Opened Mind (instrumental)
Industrial Song
Foundation (instrumental)
General Rock Song
Tears of Black (instrumental)
General Rock Song
VIDEO SUBMISSIONS
Frieza's Wish (Episode 1)
Dragon Ball Z (Frieza's Wish 1 of 2) Sprite Animation Movie.
The Thing Concept Trailer
Trailer for The Thing fan game that got cancelled in 2013.
Epic Minequest 5
Our heroes Epic Quest takes a turn for the worse… Secrets, Kidnapping and Death!
Arc Infinitum 3
Sci Fi detective
Bear & Bunny Boo 2
the sequel u didnt ask for is finally here!
NG's 20th Anniversary Tri
NG's 20th Anniversary Tribute Video + Music Contest!
Korosu - Madness in Tokyo
Madness combat set in the Far East.
Batman V.Superman Trailer
Trailers get weirder and weirder every year.
Frodo and Sam go to WC
Frodo and Sam go to White Castle
Too scared to swim
B-b-but, I don't want to get in!
Twiple Twouble
How will sonic get out of this mess?
Rockstar Jones 2
Intergalactic Drugs!, Sex!, and Rock and Roll!
Little Trunk
A story of a girl and an elephant - woah
LOLSKETCH
The LOL Sketch.
Sniping Lessons w Camper
In this new Counter-Strike short, Camper gives Newbie "free" sniping lessons
Scrotum 1
Scrotum plays "catch."
LATEST ART
SNES Real Faction by RealFaction
Logo Attempt by RealFaction
The Mystery of Life by RealFaction
Look At Dat Shit! by RealFaction
Lady Real by RealFaction
Two White Doors by RealFaction
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